My story till recovery... Options

[chhipa]

Hi all...i am male 38 years now.Got a disease of eyes which is very much dangerous.It started from my schhol age of 16 years about.It Karatoconus which ends to blurred the vision.When my left eye got infacted and my vision goes down and cant cure with glasses or lenses then i got depressed.as far that age i was thinking it a tension or stress and doesnt know the word depression.i m sucessfull in my life till now.Then till my 30s it gotworsed and strated in righteye.In that time depression started and my loosing atentions on works and jobs and getting stressed and tentionized withsmall daily life routines.i got shock in hotel room where i was alone in mid night with supersticious feeling.Got a swere panic attack and the hoorible lifebegins.that time i felt going die and want to jump out of window,man ...what a horrible night for me...cant breath and feeling helpless and cant sleep.When i closed my eyes...the flood of horrible feelings started and cant sleep...was alert like waiting for death and looking all around that someone comingto catch me...still cant understand what these feelings are.I ran back home and cant sleep .Started pills and then different cures like something to relief.But then otthe doctor and explain all sory ans was old first this depression shit.Started medications and geting calm down..then after 3 or 4 month got feeling of fitness and started my workagain.then again in about 10 month again these feelings started and ran to doc again.And strated pills again.Then in the mean time getting the knowlede of this depression and causes and watching myself.After 2nd shock i ve quited the pills and got he knowledge of about the depressions from books computer and from guys stories.This was the best thing for me to relief that this is the feelings only and nothing more.From the book of WILLAM JAMES Stories of mental pchychology i got realy impressed and felt better.When i got the knowledge the fear of things got slow down.Now from 6 months i am out of pills and can say that i am out of fear.Just left all things to my Almighty GOD who is the best cure for all things.Giving things to god and keeping my focus to life is the best cure for that and felt more healthy then before.Now stress comes nd goes like wind.Just try to find the solutions of things which makes you disturb and rest just left on GOD then you will see the miracle.He is you best friend in yourself.Medications are the cure but the feelings for GOD is the best cure of all.Belive me it works....sure it will work to all mankind as he is our creature,we are nothing cant even breath without his order then why we are worry.He will do for us which is best for us...and he is doing...he never cruel to his menkind if they are in trouble,....try to parctice what ever religious way you have.You will find him the closest friend among allllll.Pray for yourself loudly so can it impacts on yourself too....May god bless on all of us....thanks ...chhipa

[MajorGuy]

hello chhipa, My fiance has SLE: Systemic Lupus Erythematosis, She's had this since she was 16 or younger. She was told she had 6 months to live and today she is 39. Her strong will and belief in GOD that he will only give us things we can handle and I believe it was her innerstringth to survive has kept her here so far. Lupus is an auto-immune disease and is chronic. She will probably die from this one day but everyday she fights harder when she is feeling bad and hurting alot. She is now on the boderline of a kidney transplant. She is my insperation and my will to survive.
God bless you and best wishes,
MajorGuy~

[sem]

Chippa,

Welcome aboard. I give you a warm welcome to the board where we are there to help each other in all possible ways.

[MajorGuy]

hello chhipa, hope you been doing OK and hope to hear from you soon.

MajorGuy~