please help im dieing here Options

[sickdude]

Hi since I was a small child, ive had problems with concentration… It effects basically everything that I do. I have amnesia and I cannot function normally.. I feel scared when I go out I cannot communicate well and I cant play music or express myself. It’s made my life hell and I cant see what is wrong with me… I am reasonably intelligent but I have serious problems with my mind… I get horrible head aches and I can’t sleep at nights.. My mind is over active at night and tired in the mornings. I’ve tried exercise to try and help my brain… I don’t know what’s positive at this stage… I just need help.

[bonniegeen]

sickdude....
Welcome to the forum, first of all. Glad you came, reaching out is the first step.

There is help for you out there. Go to see your doctor and a therapist right away. It is important to be thoroughly evaluated both medically and mentally when beginning the path to wellness.

I know there are many medications out there that have proclaimed to help with the very symptoms you describe. Your doctor or psychiatrist can lead you in the right direction.

If you don't have the resources to see a physician of any kind, contact your local first call for help, or go to the emergency room and tell them you've had suicidal ideations. They will see that you are connected to the right people.
All the best and good luck to you. Please, come back and let us know how you're doing on your journey.
Bonnie

[timo]

Hi since I was a small child, ive had problems with concentration… It effects basically everything that I do. I have amnesia and I cannot function normally.. I feel scared when I go out I cannot communicate well and I cant play music or express myself. It’s made my life hell and I cant see what is wrong with me… I am reasonably intelligent but I have serious problems with my mind… I get horrible head aches and I can’t sleep at nights.. My mind is over active at night and tired in the mornings. I’ve tried exercise to try and help my brain… I don’t know what’s positive at this stage… I just need help.

I know what you are talking about. I didn't used to be as bad as what I am now. I get headaches off of the scale, for no reason. I have a VERY difficult time talking with someone I don't know. I didn't used to. I feel like I'm mucking through life. It sucks. I thought that "things" would make me happy, they don't. Point blank. There is nothing "wrong" with you. I've always had a hard time admitting it because I'm a guy. When you finally do admitt things to yourself, then you are on the way, my friend. Lately, with some help of a very good friend, I've started seeking help. Very hard for me. I hope that I make through to the other side. If I can you can too. Just talking helps so much. No one can judge you. I'm not there. Close.